so nervous

yesterday...i go to church.....
is 1st time want to ply drum....
so nervous....
the teacher so funny~he teach me how to use the strick~
n introduce the drum....
is the time so hurry~so jz a little bit only...
haiz...so unlucky is in kampar no ppl is teach drum....><
bt luckily in church hav...THX GOD
haiz...
y he want hurt me????y want lie me...
he so jahat~he sms wif me say if i love u,u trust?
i say dunno...bt dunno y i listen tis senteces i think i hav little bit love him...
haiz...
i so stupied...y i will love him....
later i knw he is ply ply wif me...i knw he is love my fren..
haiz...
if he love my fren say honest...
y want lie me....
i hate u!!!i hate u!!!!!!!i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i will nt soft heart!!!!!!!!!!!!