give up

i think i so flower heart
love tis person n then the other person...
bt love i cannot control...
haiz...
as i am a ugly ppl
n a nt smart person...
n a fatty gay...
i will nt match wif him...
dun y i will love him....
i knw he alrdy have his lover
bt i can't control myself...
my heart so pain when he talk to his lover....
haiz.....
all will be ending...
i try to give up him bt cannot...
when i listen a song i cry....
bt i knw i cannot cry for him....
i want firm...
dunno be a 大喊十
finally....
i so hapi....cox i alrdy give up him
...my stone can lay down...
nw we r best fren...
i will nt think him again...
give up